silence

lately, a silence seems to begin...

God, what does it mean?
m so afraid of silence. for it had once become the door of
my past-dark-life...
it started with a great silence, 'middled' with tears n empty hopes, and
ended with the regret over things i've done.
that's who i WAS.

but now,
the silence from other party;a better company, i hope.
does it lead me to that world, again? dont.. i beg.
ak dah x sanggup~

n this momment,
wut can i do is.. pray for the silence to end soon.
whether a good or bad exit, i will embrace it..
better still.. than living in in-between.

crap.