its bad, yet not so bad.

just a quick update,again..
bit bz with so many things going on lately..

since a few days, m not in a good health,nway.
flu.. fever.. headache.. bloated-condition.. unable to breathe well.. n blabla.

woke up this morning,
things seemed to get worse, y?
suddenly a person's name just cross me mind.
the name dat i tried so damn hard to forget it,.. to stay away..
all i want is just the frenship that we had once shared.. mere frenship.
for i know very well, it is deadly impossible for things to go back to its old place.

so please.. please..
my dear weird-and-unwanted-feelings,
get out of my comfort zone.

"sometimes, i do feel that Alzheimer also has its benefit,
it will help me to get rid of those memories"............... sigh.