Aug 15, 2010

huarghh...

hari ini dalam sejarah...

dh nk dekat 10kali aku tetdo arini,
gara2 menonton dokumentari pasal Imam Al-Ghazali.

skang ni,
aku terpaksa menulis something about that dokumentari,
smbil menggaru2 kepala sbb xde idea..

dan irony nye,
aku tgh menaip article pasal agama smbil menghiburkan telinga dgn lagu2 omputeh
yg sememangnya melalaikan.. [wah3~]

wut a wonderful life....
[xsaba nye nk siapkan bendalah ni.. xlarat dh aku idop sebegini.tdo bgn tdo bgn..]

Aug 13, 2010

....[xnak bg title ape2]..

rase cm dh lame gle x mengupdate blog ini.
saya masih idop ye rakan2.
recently,
m quite busy wif assignments, researches, n all the study-things.
keje yg sgt byk dan xtau bile nk abes.. huhu.

since esok wekend, so i take a few minutes to write smthing ere.
td sembang2 ngn mcna.
xtau knape, terkeluar la topik zaman dulu2..
f.l.a.s.h.b.a.c.k laaa..

masa awal2 ak join this prog; i mean this TESL field..
ak rs down gile.
1st, sbb this is not my choice
2nd, i was not good in omputih language
3rd, someone made me feel damn bad.

bende yg nk aku highlight skang is, reason ke-3 aku tuh.
i think, no need la utk ak mention who the person is.
but the point here is to take lesson from the story.

it happened, 4 years ago. yeah, it was long long ago..
masa tuh, my life was like org gila. very unstable. so many things went wrong.
n masa tu jugak, i read someone's blog. [this is the starting point yg membuatkan aku rs down gile2]
the person wrote,
........'m looking for someone. someone who is also having A level n bla2......."
that moment, ak rasa mcm sgt2 dihina.
ak tau aku sape.. i was not brilliant. i was not a genius.i was nobody, in fact.
if nak compare, sape la sgt aku nih.. blaja kt maktab aje. i know n u dun have to remind me 'bout dat.
tp at least, i have a secure future than U!

tp tu la, org ckp..
wut goes around, comes around.
i got a news that the person is now not in a good reputation anymore.
huhu. [tho ko pnah kutok aku dulu, bkn bermakna aku suke dgr news ni]
im sad, for u used to be a fren of mine.
huhu...
so,
the moral values are:
1. jgn pandang rendah kt org lain.sume tu rezeki tuhan.bile2 je Dia bleh tarik balik.
2. ade org pnah ckp, 'once u did, double u'll get'
3. treat people the way u want to be treated [quote from my dear tan sri.hehe]

so, itu je la utk kali nih. penat la nk tulis pjg2.