aku ade la suke this particular boy. beza setahun kot ngn aku.. [haha,kecik2 lg dah gatal]
tiap2 ari aku g main umah die. xsah kalo xjumpe dlm sehari.
mula2,kwn je. tp lame2 aku rs mcm tersuka plak.
one day[i still remember it..haha].. xde angin,xde ribut.. suddenly i told my sis,
"nt dik besar,dik nk kawin ngn die"
god, malunya bile ingat balik. tp skang, xde feeling dah. well,zaman kecik.. main suka je sape pon,xpk.
bile dah besa sket, darjah 4 kot. ak tersuka plak kt sorang ni.
pekerja kt sebuah kedai runcit. tym tu, mamat tuh around 20+.haha. ape daa aku ni.. pantang jumpe org sket, terus suka.
tiap kali pegi kdai tu, sejuk panas sejuk panas.. serba serbi xkena.
selalunya bile g kdai tu, ak tgk je die.xpnah pon dgr suara.
but one day.. [hari penentu] i heard his voice.omg~ hancur luluh hatiku. haha.
sepanjang aku kt skolah rendah..
aku ske plak sorang ni. same age. we were bestfren. close sgt.
tp ak xpnah bgtau sape pon aku suke.bile org ejek2, aku deny. haha! jual mahal sket~
but, since masuk secondary school, lost contact.
jumpe2 balik, masa form4. masa jumpe tu, sama2 segan la kononnye. tp continue as bestfren, nothing much happen.
status: cinta terkubur. haha.
masa form2,
there was a senior gave me a keychain: you conquer my heart.
haha.sorry la bro, tym tu aku kembali innocent gile2.well, masuk skolah agama la katekan.
cuak ngn naqibah2, kang diorang tau.. free2 aku dpt brainwash.
masa from3,
ngn sorang senior form5. haha.
love note: **** ****** love [nama penuh aku]
namun,ketahuilah bhw anda sgt menakutkan sy. kamu kejar sy di bazar ramadhan kt depan skolah.
rase mcm nk teburai urat2 perut, cuak kot~
masa form 4,
there's someone gave me 2 sweets. gula2 HACKS. and he asked me to guess.. wut does it mean?
a few days jugak aku pk,tp xdpt jawapan.
and finally he said, "Hanya Aku Cinta Kau Sorang". terpinga2 aku tym tu.
tp bile ingat balik skang.. he such a sweet guy i knew.
u r very nice..
masa form 5, first tym kapel.
excited gak. yela,kalo x excited,xde plak aku jd sawan lepas tu.tp nk buat cmne... everything is over.
one of my frens said, "its not his fault, but it is your fault for believing every word he said"
hurm?? xpe, abaikan.
tp, no one is perfect.mungkin aku pon ade salah gak. sorry ye sume2 dulu.
lepas form5,
tym tu tgh cuti pjg. tp xsure plak cuti ape.if not mistaken, cuti masa aku quit matric.
dulu2, activity wajib kalo kt umah is: pegi pasar malam.
i went there with sis.but, dlm crowd kt situ, suddenly ak xjumpe my sis. we seperated.tgh cuak2 mencari my sis,... jeng3x. came a group of boys keliling aku.dlm ati: god,penjahat mn ni??
then, they sang,
"..tiada puisi atau lagu,
blabla..
blabla..
hanya kau satu dalam berjuta,
kau istimewa blabla"
....haha.aku lupe plak ape tajuk lagu tu.but, lagu tu pnah digunakan dlm iklan sunsilk.if not mistaken.
aku yg tgh blur2 ketika itu.campor rase segan,yela.. ramai kot org tgk.
tiba2,muncullah this someone.hurm.. sweet gak ko erk?
hehe.tp ape2 pon, sume dah tinggal memory.nothing happen pon after tu.
in 2007,kalo xsilap.
i went to an english camp.dimana, berkumpulnya sume budak2 tesl from all institutions.
knal la ngn someone nih.i can consider him as.. ok la.baik gak.
just after the camp ended, ak ckp2 la ngn member se'course'.
tgk2, die tgh mengayat 3 of us.sms dlm masa yg sama. gosh! haha. mantap lah lu!
lepas tu lg,
i got to know someone from this particular social networking.
i never trust org yg ak xpnah jumpe face-to-face. but, since he was my coursemate's ex-schoolmate.
bile tnya2 n dgr2 citer pasal die... ak rase, mcm bleh dijadikan kwn.
time goes on.. lame2, jd close.
smpai la masa, one day.. we met. nway, he did not do any harm to me.
but, ........ i know, he's not a nice man.
siyes, aku serik dah knal2 org cmtu. haha.padan muke diri sendiri.
n now,
i think, its not the time utk main2 cm dulu.
bile dh byk bende jadi, life punyer bittersweet,
better la kalo kita take lesson,kan?
perhaps, this is the end.
my first hand-made
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