hepi birthday,sheni!

oo.ooam,27th jan2010.. i wuz on my way back to me hometown from kl. it wuz such a very tiring hols nway. huhu

today,m 22. huh! it's abig number.but,m i big enuf??
physically,yes.. no doubt! haha.
but, mentally? i dun think so.
perangai aku sebijik xubah since i was in secondary skol.. just,m not an ultimate rulebreaker anymore.. insaf2.

m feel so hapi now..
thanx for dear frens who wish me..
n thanx for my dearest mama for the watch.luv it!

arini jugak..
i did a confession to someone that wuz once very special in me life,dat im "taken".. huhu
i dun know where did i get the strength to say so..
yet,i.. myself.. not sure with my status.
[sorry dear.. sometimes i think,i have to tell lies.. for u good,for me good thou it damnly hard and painful]
i dunno whether it is a good decision or not.. but i did it.
i just cant stand.. breathing in this world with this kind of feeling anymore.. its long ago,4yeras.. to be exact,since 17thAug06.

i dun care wut people say.. bout how nonsense i m,writing this ere..
but,ths blog is me fren, who never give up listening to all my karut-marut stories.huhu..
so,here i m..

with this blessing day.. all i hope is to be happy..
ever after.. rain n snow.. land n ocean.. single or couple..
even i have to suffer with alzheimer to make me forget my past life..
to make me able to go through life ahead..
to make me able to hold other hands to walk along with..
iwould like to.. just for one reason, m tired living like this.

cheer,sheni!
u grown-up..
no more tears... m hoping~

yesterday's jOurney

smlm, shimuk travel pulang ke kampung halaman; Machanster.
sorang2.. nek bas.huhu..

sebbaik shj bas smpai di terminal,
aku cepat2 la naik.. kang xpasal kne tinggal plak.btw,aku org 1st naik.
just after aku duduk je..
naiklah sepasang suami isteri kt ats bas tu..

pompuan tu (si isteri) menghantar suaminya menaiki bas, siap hantar smpai kt seat lg..
then,they are kissing each other. haish,segan plak aku tgk drama di depan mata.
but,aku ignore je la.dlm ati aku,ish.. baiknya diorang ni.nmpak cm loving gile.
lepas je adegan itu,si isteri tu pon say bye kt suaminya lalu turun dr bas itu.
b4 dat,sempat la die senyum kt aku..

a few minuter later,bas pon bergerak..
blom sempat bas tu bergerak keluar dr terminal..
sikap si suami itu mula berubah, tanduk dah tumbuh ke bang??
aku nmpak,die mula usha2 pompuan kt seblah..
henpon plak,xhenti2 sms n call.. sekejap sebut name pompuan lain,kejap lg.. name pompuan lain plak. adoi~~

good impression aku thadap die awal td,kini dh berubah..
cis! laki ni.. miang nk mampos! dh ade bini.. stil gatal.
perbuatan die membuatkan aku sgt tak selesa.
menyampah pon ade gak.. ckp tepon kuat gile,mcm die sorang je ade henpon.. [wei,aku pon ade henpon jugak la!]haha..

disebabkan meluat mendengar suara miang itu.. aku pon sumbat la earphone.n dgr lagu smpai volume maximum.haha!
smpai umah je,ak rs cm sedikit pekak.

say,hi!

my 1st entry,here i m..

if nk ikotkn niat untok berblog,agaknye.. a few years ago,shimuk's blog ni dh pn wujud.
but,biase la.. bile excited sgt nk buat,tup2.. mesti xmenjadi. ~~hot hot chicken shit~~

Erm,
semenjak suraya mula berblog,
entah brp kali dlm sehari soalan ni kedengaran.."shimuk,bile ko nk buat blog??"
tiap kali soalan itu diajukan,jawapan aku.. "lusa!".. [yeah,lusa mmg xkan habis.. lepas lusa,lusa lagi..]
sbb xlarat dh nk jwp 100 soalan yg sama dlm sehari,aku telah melantik munirah harun sbg PA untok menjwap soalan suraya itu..

selain desakan itu,
aku mmg dh lame pon nk buat bendalah ni..
dek kerana bosan yg teramat.. tambah2 lg,kalo cuti.. dok umah. omg~i die of boredom!

so,welcome me frens!
;)
cepat2,jd follower aku..
10 follower terawal akan dpt hadiah lumayan.. jeng3x!
hahaha