Aaarrgghhhh!!! tidak.. aku kne lg!

story 1:

pagi td, i was a bit busy.. doing some secretary job for abah.
then, i realised.. there was an sms,
"shimuk,ad org kate body ko cntik, die ***** kt pge fb ko, menakotkn"
at first,ak ingatkan member2ku yg saje nk main2 kt fb,
but when i signed in.. gulp! stranger dr ceruk mn la yg wat kaco kt status fb aku ni!!!
"ko mmg cantik mas, body ko lagi cantik. ko.......blabla~"
jijik gile~
aku tepaksa delete a few comments kt my latest status kt fb..
xsanggup aku nk menjaja komen sewel cmtu..

story 2:

ak g pasa mlm... a few hours ago la.
tgh2 crowd tu,dtg sorang mamat ni.. dekat sgt ngn aku,
tetbe bisik kt telingaku,.."hai,syg"
oOw,man... meremang abes aku..
dekat ngn telinga plak tu.. yela,bile dh smpai bab telinga ni,ak surrender la.no comment~
huh!
lepas tu,ak cepat2 toleh kiri kanan,nk tgk manahaq mn la tu..
tuptup!
mamat yg tego aku kt meter air aritu!!!!!!!! [refer to my previous post,desperate? or crazy?]
waaaaaaawawawaaaaaa!!!!
psychO....

p/s: thanx to aya sbb sms aku.. kalo x,sure mamat tu dok merapu2 lg..

haaaaaa...
aneh2 la manusia skang ni.
mungkin sejajar dgn kemajuan teknologi.. ['sejajar'? mn aku dpt word ni???]
where r their brain? itu je la yg ak wondering skang ni..
xkan la.. good men gone sewel dh sumenye..
[cecey,mcm tajuk lagu plak.. good girl gone bad]

mama,i ♥ u..

ma,
i ♥ u so much.
i want u to be like how u used to be,
tho i know i m now wishing for something almost-impossible,
u are the best mom in this world,ma..
u are, n always.. forever.

i know,
all these things are coz of tiredness and pressure,
this may be normal for others,
but i never see u being in this worse condition..
ever, so long since i m breathing.

ma,
i can live without others, but i cant without u,
i hate to think of this,
but i know.. it is a certainty for all human beings,
God, give her a good health.
amin

satria baja hitam

my childhood hero
zaman kanak2 dulu, ske gle tgk satria baja hitam.
belt'nya akan mengeluarkan cahaya yg berwarna-warni apabila die mahu bertukar
dan tambah power.
moto die plak, fullammMmaak!!.. laju gile.
tgk la,siap ade sesungut lg tu.
hahaha

i wish...

just finished doing the secretary things for abah..
so, nk release tension.. i signing in to fb
have a look at fara's photos, a vacation to Holland.
waaaa! jeles aku..

oh,my dear tulips! wuwu..

bile agaknye aku akan kt tmpat tu erk?

wutever it is,
one day ak nak pegi jugak..
dats my dream since young.. [sejak kecik mmg hobiku suka berangan]

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥
how lovely it will be.... m gonna start dreaming again

kekatu, aku benci ko!!!!

natam katu,sokmo mari dumoh aku..
ttekang la.. wehh!!!

br je lepas aku membuat perbincangan mengenai serangga ni
bersama eyzey daleyla di ruangan ym..
tup2,smpai dah geng2 kekatu menyerang umah ku.. arrrgggh!!!!

bla bla.

Mas Sharini,
... is thinking to get her hair coloured again after stop doing it for 1 year..
so, what does it mean?
it means she's in stress.

1. sometimes i think, im over it.
but sometimes i find that im not 100% healed.

2. sometimes i can feel that i have someone,
but sometimes i feel like im all alone.. but im ok with it.

3. sometimes i feel i "like" the person so much,
but sometimes i feel like i just someone who menyusahkan die je..

4. sometimes i dont understand myself,
but most of the time i dont know who i am.

haha, so complicated, kan?
s.i.g.h.

desperate? Or crazy?

siang td, bekalan air sedikit terganggu..
so, ibuku menyuruh aku utk pegi check kt meter air, kot2 ade org off..
dgn patuhnye.. aku pon pegi la membuat pemeriksaan.

disaat aku tgh struggle memusingkan kepala paip kt meter air yg behadapan dgn jalan utama,
[nway, jarak antara meter air n jalan utama tu agak jauh gak sbnrnye]
tetibe dtg sebuah motor yg secara mengejut stop btol2 depan aku..
it was a guy in late 20's, specky, and he was wearing a jacket.. nmpak cm ade logo pejabat kerajaan..

die: hai!
aku: [senyum je]
die: eyh, awak stil study ke skang?
aku: aah, study lg.. [smbil terpinga2,dlm ati,"die ni knal aku ke??"]
die: Ooo.. brp taun lg?
aku: lame lg.. 2thn.. [ smbil berpk, "sape die ni??"]
die: awk dah kawen? [while ogling]
aku: huh?? [frowning]
die: sy nk kawen ngan awk.
aku: [memberi pandangan jijik tanpa berkata2]
die: sy serius ni.. nt bgtau mak awk ye..
aku: ape ni?
die: sy nak kawen ngan awk. sy btol2 serius. awk ade no tepon x?
aku: [geleng n tros blah..dlm ati,"die ni gile ke?"]
die: awaakkkk!!!!

haha.. ade jugak org cmni erk. sawan ke ape ntah..
nk ckp die tu org gile, nmpak cm waras n educated je,
nk ckp 100% waras, acting cm sewel2 sket.
hahaha..
tp menakutkan jugak la moment tuh..

award

thanx to gewe [aka jemma]

1. Apa yang bermain dalam fikiran kamu sekarang...
aku nk jd cantik!

2. Nama samaran kamu..
shimuk, sheni, masha, sharini, mammoth, penguin,
digi, sheney, mas merah, etc

3. Berikan 3 orang yang kamu sayang..
family, fren, n sape2 je la.. [gulp!]

4. Panggilan untuk si Dia..
sape si Dia?

5. Hadiah yang korang impikan dari orang tersayang..
~wolksvagen beetle
~lancome
~skII.. hahhaha..
nope la,it just..
love me the way i am.. dun ruin me lyf,dats all.

6. Blog mane yang korang suke follow..
sape2 je yg ade enrty best

7. Bagi award ni kat 15 blogger lain..
uish,ramai sgt tu..
amek je la sape2 yg nak.haha
but ofkos 1 to jemma.. i give u 1 back. ;)

right-now wishlist

how wonderful life will be if i could pamper my stomach with this delicious food,
tho i know.. its impossible to reach aunty anne's ~huhu. together with caramel dip.huaaaaa..


haih, lg best kalo dpt diselang-seli dgn lasagna.. waaaaa, heaven gile!
its been long time rasenye dh xmakan mende nih.. [br almost 1 month je sbnrnye~]dessert plak..
banana split by baskin.. wahwahwah!
disertai plak dgn..sparkling apple, OooooooooOOoooooooOOooo nikmatnye idop~

does this awesome?

i never like any from wally lopez b4..
but,
recently i found this "close to me-wally lopez" in Ares..
n i was like, "wow! i like the remix!"
hehe,

the lyric keeps repeating the same,
but i found the music was drop-dead awesome..
what say u?

e.n.j.o.y!

si peha besar VS lembu

hobi aku di masa lapang : dok dpn cermin, menganalisa lemak2 di badan.

siang td..
smbil melakukan hobiku itu,
ak pon bertanya pd mama,
.... "ma, peha dik besa la.. cmne ni??"

lalu ibuku menjawap,
... " bia je la, kalo lembu org nk yg peha besar.. br byk daging"

dgn spontan ak jawap,
... " tp dik bukan lembu,ma.."

haha.. bile pk2 balik, nape ak jawap cmtu..
gaya cm frust je sbb jd manusia n xdpt jd lembu.
hahaha..

n mama..
bleyh plak die samekan situasi ak ngan lembu.
hahahahaaaa..

adoi, la~

she's a big fan of BARNEY

Barney birthday cake.. in Mily's size! huhu.. i missed it~

dear, my little niece.. Intan Emily,

Happy 2nd Birthday!

tho asyi was not at ur party,
but i always wishing all the lovely things 4 u..

♥ u!

my sis, Eline with her daughter; Emily