tiap kali sblom study, mende wajib ak akan buat is,tgk fb n blog.adoi la.. ape nk jd ni sharini~
ntah bile la aku nk focus btol2.
haish, sharini.. study2!
[......tp malas.wuwu]
Oct 24, 2010
little angle
tiap kali sblom study, mende wajib ak akan buat is,tgk fb n blog.adoi la.. ape nk jd ni sharini~
ntah bile la aku nk focus btol2.
haish, sharini.. study2!
[......tp malas.wuwu]
Oct 23, 2010
Oct 22, 2010
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ya, sy dtg kembali setelah sekian lame xupdate blog ni.
recently, rase mcm malas sgt nk layan bende2 on9 ni. fb pon, xsgt. ym je la bende wajib ak on setiap hari.huhu
few days ago.. baru je,
bile ak check fb, tgk2 ade notification kt inbox. aku yg jarang dpt msg ni,terasa la ke'eager'an utk mengetahui sape pengirim tu n baca isi kandungannya.
bile bukak2.. tgk a stranger gave me a msg. cmni..
"When each day is getting better, why bother looking at all the stupid drama that happened in the past?
You’ll never find the right person, if you never let go of the wrong one
think.
:)"
aik??
sape ko? nape ko ckp cmni? ko knal aku ke?
persoalan tu berlegar2 di ruang fikiranku.haha. btol ke ayat bm aku ni?
someone ckp, bm aku skang mcm samy vellu.adoi~
ok2,berbalik kpd persoalan di atas.
erm..sape erk yg tetbe jd baik hati nk bg ak advice cmtu?
ade org ckp.. maybe the sender is dat wrong one,
ade jugak yg ckp.. maybe fb org tu kne hack,
ade jugak yg ckp.. maybe ade org menyamar,
mcm2.. ape2 pon, aku masih tertanya motif aku diberi msg cmtu.
well,
tqvm la ye atas nasihat tu.
but i know myself well. i know wut i did. bukan aku marah.. but "a stupid drama in the past" tu, sounds harsh bg aku.
yela, stupid ke xstupid ke.. dats my past.kalo ko ckp itu adalah stupid drama,aku rs mcm ko indirectly nk ckp aku pon stupid.apehal~
tp ape2 pon,
aku dh malas nk pk.bia je la.bkn aku knal ko pon.
membazir masa aku je pk pasal org yg xde kne mengena ngn idop mati aku nih.
byk lg bende yg memerlukan space dlm otak aku skang.. ya,final exam yg bakal tiba.itulah dia.
recently, rase mcm malas sgt nk layan bende2 on9 ni. fb pon, xsgt. ym je la bende wajib ak on setiap hari.huhu
few days ago.. baru je,
bile ak check fb, tgk2 ade notification kt inbox. aku yg jarang dpt msg ni,terasa la ke'eager'an utk mengetahui sape pengirim tu n baca isi kandungannya.
bile bukak2.. tgk a stranger gave me a msg. cmni..
"When each day is getting better, why bother looking at all the stupid drama that happened in the past?
You’ll never find the right person, if you never let go of the wrong one
think.
:)"
aik??
sape ko? nape ko ckp cmni? ko knal aku ke?
persoalan tu berlegar2 di ruang fikiranku.haha. btol ke ayat bm aku ni?
someone ckp, bm aku skang mcm samy vellu.adoi~
ok2,berbalik kpd persoalan di atas.
erm..sape erk yg tetbe jd baik hati nk bg ak advice cmtu?
ade org ckp.. maybe the sender is dat wrong one,
ade jugak yg ckp.. maybe fb org tu kne hack,
ade jugak yg ckp.. maybe ade org menyamar,
mcm2.. ape2 pon, aku masih tertanya motif aku diberi msg cmtu.
well,
tqvm la ye atas nasihat tu.
but i know myself well. i know wut i did. bukan aku marah.. but "a stupid drama in the past" tu, sounds harsh bg aku.
yela, stupid ke xstupid ke.. dats my past.kalo ko ckp itu adalah stupid drama,aku rs mcm ko indirectly nk ckp aku pon stupid.apehal~
tp ape2 pon,
aku dh malas nk pk.bia je la.bkn aku knal ko pon.
membazir masa aku je pk pasal org yg xde kne mengena ngn idop mati aku nih.
byk lg bende yg memerlukan space dlm otak aku skang.. ya,final exam yg bakal tiba.itulah dia.
Oct 13, 2010
kusut-masai
when she starts to ask people 'bout who my friend is..
when she starts to force my best friend to tell the truth..
when she keep asking me about my status..
when she always want to know where i want to be in the future..
when she starts to look at things seriously..
omg...
i cant bear this situation.
im young,so wut??
i luv my journey
i luv my life,now.
when she starts to force my best friend to tell the truth..
when she keep asking me about my status..
when she always want to know where i want to be in the future..
when she starts to look at things seriously..
omg...
i cant bear this situation.
im young,so wut??
i luv my journey
i luv my life,now.
Sep 16, 2010
pembaca berita
setelah penat aku mengarang essay
n dah penat jugak merepek kt essay tu sbb xde idea..
skang i take a break.. tp xtau plak nk buat ape.
biasenye, tym2 cmni..
tgnku mmg ligat di keyboard. berbual dihalaman maya bersama 'seorang rakan'
tp since smlm, i felt.. like something went wrong.
xtau ape.
just rase cmtu. hurm.. adakan ianya betol? atau hanya aku yg emo sorang? haha.
xtau la,malas nk pk.
dengan itu, aku menghabiskan masa dgn bermain game.
n main2 kt virtual makeover.hahaha.
berangan nk jd cantik le tu.. yela,berangan je la yg aku mampu.
muka cm tapak kuali ni.. xde maknanye nk jd cun melecun..
[mcm over sgt je perumpamaan tu]
dr kecik lg..
aku slalu berangan nk jd cantik.
selalu gak berangan nk jd pembaca berita.yela,tgk akak2 yg baca berita kt tv tu.. nmpak cm cantik je.
bile dh dtg angin berangan aku tu.. maka aku akan:
1. amek buku/majalah
2. sandar buku tu secara menegak kt mn2 dinding
3. amek kerusi dan letakkan jauh sket dr meja tu
4. ready2.. duduk tegak kt kerusi tu
5. ehem2.. 'selamat petang dan salam sejahtera.sy mas sharini dr berita tv blablabla..'
...............haaa,itu la aku.
dulu aku kagum sgt bile tgk pembaca berita
sbb aku pk, diorang hafal sume berita tu
yela,bile tgk kt tv.. xnmpak pon diorang pegang kertas
dlm ati aku.."fullamak akak ni.. power gile memory.bleh ingat sume.."
tp bile dh besa sket..
br la aku tau..yg rupenye2 ade skrin kt depan diorang tu..
dlm ati aku plak.."eleh,xde la hebat sgt memory die.baca aje.ingatkan hafal.kalo cmtu,bleh la aku pon jd cm diorang.. mcm senang je keje tu"
aku tau pasal skrin tu,bile tgk cite 'puteri impian'
haaaa... bile puteri nora (amy mastura) kne jd pembaca berita dlm cerita tu.
dlm baca2 berita ni,
ade sorang pembaca berita kt tv1 ni.. mmg aku kagum gile la..
dr aku kecik smpai la besa.. aku masih lg nmpak muka die baca berita dunia kt tv1.
name die.. 'farith ismeth' or something like dat la.. aku pon dh xbrp ingat.
huish,mmg setia la die tu.. keje ngn rtm. salut2. hehe
hurm,dah la.
ak dah xtau nk tulis ape.
n dah penat jugak merepek kt essay tu sbb xde idea..
skang i take a break.. tp xtau plak nk buat ape.
biasenye, tym2 cmni..
tgnku mmg ligat di keyboard. berbual dihalaman maya bersama 'seorang rakan'
tp since smlm, i felt.. like something went wrong.
xtau ape.
just rase cmtu. hurm.. adakan ianya betol? atau hanya aku yg emo sorang? haha.
xtau la,malas nk pk.
dengan itu, aku menghabiskan masa dgn bermain game.
n main2 kt virtual makeover.hahaha.
berangan nk jd cantik le tu.. yela,berangan je la yg aku mampu.
muka cm tapak kuali ni.. xde maknanye nk jd cun melecun..
[mcm over sgt je perumpamaan tu]
dr kecik lg..
aku slalu berangan nk jd cantik.
selalu gak berangan nk jd pembaca berita.yela,tgk akak2 yg baca berita kt tv tu.. nmpak cm cantik je.
bile dh dtg angin berangan aku tu.. maka aku akan:
1. amek buku/majalah
2. sandar buku tu secara menegak kt mn2 dinding
3. amek kerusi dan letakkan jauh sket dr meja tu
4. ready2.. duduk tegak kt kerusi tu
5. ehem2.. 'selamat petang dan salam sejahtera.sy mas sharini dr berita tv blablabla..'
...............haaa,itu la aku.
dulu aku kagum sgt bile tgk pembaca berita
sbb aku pk, diorang hafal sume berita tu
yela,bile tgk kt tv.. xnmpak pon diorang pegang kertas
dlm ati aku.."fullamak akak ni.. power gile memory.bleh ingat sume.."
tp bile dh besa sket..
br la aku tau..yg rupenye2 ade skrin kt depan diorang tu..
dlm ati aku plak.."eleh,xde la hebat sgt memory die.baca aje.ingatkan hafal.kalo cmtu,bleh la aku pon jd cm diorang.. mcm senang je keje tu"
aku tau pasal skrin tu,bile tgk cite 'puteri impian'
haaaa... bile puteri nora (amy mastura) kne jd pembaca berita dlm cerita tu.
dlm baca2 berita ni,
ade sorang pembaca berita kt tv1 ni.. mmg aku kagum gile la..
dr aku kecik smpai la besa.. aku masih lg nmpak muka die baca berita dunia kt tv1.
name die.. 'farith ismeth' or something like dat la.. aku pon dh xbrp ingat.
huish,mmg setia la die tu.. keje ngn rtm. salut2. hehe
hurm,dah la.
ak dah xtau nk tulis ape.
gedik
gedik x? haha.motif sbenar ak amek gamba ni,nk tunjuk inai kt jari tu,
tp malangnye xnmpak..
tp....ape plak motif aku upload gamba ni kt sinih?
haha..aku pon xtau.
ini la jadinya kalo idop dh terlalu bosan dgn bende yg same je ari2
keje byk,tp malas nk buat,blurr, xde idea.
mode raya blom abes~
Sep 14, 2010
if..
if i could turn back time..
i wont make u feel regret of having me as ur daughter,mama.
i wont make u sad.
i wont make u cry.
i want to make u happy, despite of all our 'difficulties' and 'the unwanted people' around..
if i could turn back time..
i wanna be me in 6years ago.
i wanna make corrections for all those mistakes.
i wanna study hard for dats the starting point for spm.. thing yg aku regret smpai skang.
so that, i wont be here.. struggling in the field that im not good at.
if i could turn back time..
i would accept the chance to go to the place,
to become as someone i wish to be.. my dream career.
if i could turn back time..
i would try my best to save my relationship.
as hard as i could.
so that i wont be suffering for years..
crying for years..
waiting for years.. for someone who dont like me.. who dont want me anymore..
wasting years of my time hoping and praying for something very impossible.
if i could turn back time..
i wont be eating too much after the break-up thing.
so that i do not need to restrain myself so hard from eating the food that i love.
so that i do not need to fight with the diseases..
so that i can live happily now, without worrying about my jeans :)
if i could turn back time..
i would accept 'ur invitation'..
so that we r not always be in the frenship like we shared today..
so that we r happier than now..
the frenship we shared since childhood wont stay the same until we die..
dats if i say yes to ur 'question' .. 2years ago.
[sorry, i was mentally unstable at dat moment]
if i could turn back time..
i wont do all those 'crazy' stuff.
it MADE me happy and even flying
yet, it MAKES me regret and feel damn guilt,now..
to myself, mama, n dat someone who is very 'clean'.
if i really could turn back time..
........ am i able to change the destiny? dats oredi written to me..
...........am i able to fly to the past and create things the way i want?
.............am i able to make everybody happy? and perfect the way i wish?
if i really really could turn back time..
huh~
i know i cant.
if i really really really could turn back time..
thanx God utk sume ujian tu.
otherwise,
aku xkan realise all the wrongdoings i did,
all the chances yg aku dh buang..
i wont meet someone who can accept n appreciate me
with all the flaws i have
n... there will be no shimuk yg tgh merepek ni.
hehehe.
i wont make u feel regret of having me as ur daughter,mama.
i wont make u sad.
i wont make u cry.
i want to make u happy, despite of all our 'difficulties' and 'the unwanted people' around..
if i could turn back time..
i wanna be me in 6years ago.
i wanna make corrections for all those mistakes.
i wanna study hard for dats the starting point for spm.. thing yg aku regret smpai skang.
so that, i wont be here.. struggling in the field that im not good at.
if i could turn back time..
i would accept the chance to go to the place,
to become as someone i wish to be.. my dream career.
if i could turn back time..
i would try my best to save my relationship.
as hard as i could.
so that i wont be suffering for years..
crying for years..
waiting for years.. for someone who dont like me.. who dont want me anymore..
wasting years of my time hoping and praying for something very impossible.
if i could turn back time..
i wont be eating too much after the break-up thing.
so that i do not need to restrain myself so hard from eating the food that i love.
so that i do not need to fight with the diseases..
so that i can live happily now, without worrying about my jeans :)
if i could turn back time..
i would accept 'ur invitation'..
so that we r not always be in the frenship like we shared today..
so that we r happier than now..
the frenship we shared since childhood wont stay the same until we die..
dats if i say yes to ur 'question' .. 2years ago.
[sorry, i was mentally unstable at dat moment]
if i could turn back time..
i wont do all those 'crazy' stuff.
it MADE me happy and even flying
yet, it MAKES me regret and feel damn guilt,now..
to myself, mama, n dat someone who is very 'clean'.
if i really could turn back time..
........ am i able to change the destiny? dats oredi written to me..
...........am i able to fly to the past and create things the way i want?
.............am i able to make everybody happy? and perfect the way i wish?
if i really really could turn back time..
huh~
i know i cant.
if i really really really could turn back time..
thanx God utk sume ujian tu.
otherwise,
aku xkan realise all the wrongdoings i did,
all the chances yg aku dh buang..
i wont meet someone who can accept n appreciate me
with all the flaws i have
n... there will be no shimuk yg tgh merepek ni.
hehehe.
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